This'll just be a short entry coz it's just me needing somewhere to rant. Okay, I'll start off with the reason I need to rant and I'll give you three guesses as to the reason with one clue: it's not Ailish (yet). That only leaves one option, right? Simon. My God! He's just so.....*screams and rips out hair* there isn't even a word to describe it! He's stupid, a complete moron...the most annoying TWIT I've ever met! He's just so annoying. I don't believe him sometimes. How difficult is it to lend me 2.99 each fortnight? I mean...it's not going to make a dent in his bank account is it? I can pay him back as soon as I get my pocket money at the end of the month. He's such a tight prick....
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Anyway, I was right about the shopping trip with Ailish. She didn't stop bugging me all day about 'Why I hate her' and the fact that I do in fact hate her. She twists all my words round and I hate it so much when she does that. I try to talk to her seriously and she just acts like a moron. She's never going to grow up! She's just going to be like that all her life and everyone can dislike her as much as I do. I mean, I don't believe that none of my other friends don't find her annoying!? How can they not find her annoying!? Or maybe they do...I wouldn't know. No one ever tells me anything.
She's so self centered. As soon as I dropped from being in a good mood to being in a pissed off mood, it was because of her! "Hello! Newsflash! The whole world does not revolve around you! Whether you want to believe it or not, there are other people who piss me off, not just you! Get over it!" And of course she told everyone that it was because of her that I was pissed off, and once again, no one bothered to ask me if that was true. Whether they want to believe that I was pissed off because my Mum was in a bad mood is their problem. I doubt they would have believed me even if I did tell them that was the reason. I can see them all nodding their heads now, sarcastically and saying 'Oh yeah, of course it is....'
Apparently it's not just my Mum that hates her, Siobhan's Mum doesn't like her either. I didn't know that. Mum said that Ailish asked Siobhan's Mum why she was so fat. I mean why would anyone do that!? It's just so rude! You don't ask someone that question. She can be such a bitch! And she wonders why I don't like her! That should give her, her answer really. She even told her own Mum that she wanted to go to a foster home a few years ago. I can only imagine how her Mum must have felt when she said that, and all Ailish could do when she was telling us about it was laugh. The fact that her Mum actually looked into it and handed Ailish some leaflets, crying should tell Ailish that her Mum cares enough about her to find her daughters happiness more important than her happiness. Then there's the fact that she has a boyfriend. Firstly, I can't believe a boy would be stupid enough to like her in the first place. They obviously don't know her all too well. Secondly, she doesn't even like him, and he obviously likes her enough to be shy to tell her that he likes her. So she's probably going to be really horrible to him. We had enough evidence to prove that today when she got a text from him saying that he was around where we were. Ailish ran away so that she wouldn't have to run into him. Why would you do that to your boyfriend!? That's just mean!
I think that's all really. Whoops, this Ailish thing took up more space than I thought it would...I was just going to say how horrible my day has been, not go on about loads of stuff that I don't like about Ailish. Oh well, at least I got it off my chest.
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Talking about Ailish reminds me...we were talking on the bus and, thinking about it, we've come to realise that next Christmas will be the last Christmas that all of us spend together. It's a real depressing thought. Hopefully we can do something special next Christmas and have a party or something. But still...come summer 2009 we might all go to different schools and not keep in touch with each other. We'll never see each other again. I mean....I don't care about Ailish, I couldn't care less if I never saw her again, but there's everyone else. After 4 years, you kind of become accustomed to having everyone around, and now I think about it, it's going to be really weird without them all around. I know I've kept in touch with Clare, but it's going to be hard keeping in touch with 10 different people. Hopefully we can all still meet up. I think it'll be really upsetting if we don't ever talk again...
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I suppose that whole paragraph about Ailish was my ranting paragraph, eh? I don't think I need another one.
